Saturday, November 06, 2004

PISSED OFF SHARMAINE

FUCK hockey
FUCK manjit
FUCK the ah beng on the bus

i'm bloody hell pissed off.. hockey training today was so damn tiring i think it was the toughest training ever ever in the whole of hockey history.. and since today only 11 girls turned up, manjit decided to let us (the lousy group) play.. oh wow.. how nice you are sir.. BULLSHIT.. i think he just wanted to see us running around like little rats... physical training was tough we thought it was never gonna end.. first it was the sprints, then it was the jumping jacks, knee lifts, push ups, sit ups and finally to top it all off some weird zig zagging thing.. it was sooo tiring, my legs felt like it was dropping off, my lungs felt that they were on fire, my throat was damn dry and my back hurt like shit....my face was nearly disfigured i tell you.. this indian boy hit the ball so hard and i was defending and well his stick was like centimetres away from my face!!! i was so scared that i shouted "OH FUCK" really loudly.. seriously hockey only brings out the worst in us.. denise the holy one was scolding "fucker" "fuck off" "fuck you" within minutes of the game okie.. so u can so see how hockey just totally brings out the worst in you.. and today manjit again picked on us.. seriously he singled all of us out and he made the whole hockey team do push ups and run laps because of us!!! and you know why he did that.. cos we didnt shout enough!!! that guys a real shitface.. the whole hockey team had to run laps because we didnt shout.. i really do not understand this guy.. i felt so bad... why couldnt he have punished us instead... i would have gladly done those laps okie... and while defending, i got hit by the ball on my ankle and it's a little swollen now.. i can see the dots from the hockey ball!!! after that the ground was so wet and manjit made us do sit ups and so out whole shirt was soaked!! sigh.. i think my undies were wet.. training just sucked really bad today

BUT THE OPTIMISTIC SIDE OF SHARMAINE HAS ANOTHER VIEW ON THINGS

well training was definitely tough.. but i guess if you don't work hard for something then you'll never know the taste of ever achieving it.. and when you do achieve something that you have been working so hard for, i tell you that feeling is damn good.. wait let me describe it for you.. it's better than just good, you feel like you just won a million dollars or better than that you found out that you'll never die and that you;ll live happily ever after!!! and i shall be waiting for that day.... denise and i actually learnt how to push properly today.. we really didnt slack at all.. wadever we did we gave a 100%.. seriously i was panting so hard my lungs felt like they were gonna burst.. DEFINDING is seriously a hell of a hard job.. it's not easy at all.. hats off to addy and evonne!!!! but don't worry i will persevere and i will hang on.. i will continue to play like what i played today and i will give of my best.. sounds like a pledge huh... i wanna see us make it.. we really trained hard.. if they dont make it.. i'll be soo sad for them. cos really the effort they put into hockey can move mountains... you guys rocks.. anyway i'm damn tired now.. my poor
battered body needs a rest.

to audrey i'm damn damn sorry that i couldn't go clubbin with you all today.. seriously i am so sorry .. i will pay for your ticket and treat u to drinks next time audrey and it's on my blog so i cannot chicken out... i'm so sorry girl.. really i am...