Tuesday, January 04, 2005

LATE for the second day of school and just cos i was only a few mintues late, i had to go for detention.. sucks big time i tell you.. grrrr.. the whole day was real boring couldn't understand maths and they are teaching integration!! my chemistry and physics are in the same lousy shape.. i kinda miss the carefreeness of last year and seriously i can't help but feel a sense of envy for the J1's.. hahahaha guess what xinghui, during break we were dissing all the J1's and stuff.. canteen looks pretty cool revamped and all but the food still kinda sucks.. hahahaha.. think i'm falling real sick... kept on sneezing throughout chem lecture... the A's suck big time and

i don't want to be 18!! it's way too old.. i love being 17, 18 feels like you have the weight of the whole world on your shoulders and some people even get married at 18!! i'm so not looking forward to my 18th birthday it's another step to adulthood and i'm sad to say i've not had the time of my life yet and i'm not prepared to face the challenges that adults face.. i think in so many ways i haven't even matured like on the emotional level, i still cry when i watch soppy romance shows and i laugh hysterically at jokes which people think are dumb and imature.. i still ask stoopid questions about life, i still love jumping on the bed, i get freaked out at the smallest of things and secretly i'm still scared of the dark that's why i have 2 nightlights in my room.. AND WHATS WORSE I HAVENT EVEN REACHED MY IDEAL HEIGHT YET... and when your older people will definitely tend to expect you to be more mature and to handle things differently.. the phrase" YOUR ALREADY 18 YEARS OLD AND YET YOU STILL CAN'T...." will be popping out frequently for me... 18 18 18 18 definitely not a good number..

PETER PAN PLEASE COME AND LOOK FOR ME WHEREVER YOU ARE AND BRING ME AWAY TO NEVERLAND WHERE I WONT HAVE TO SEE WRINKLES ON MY FACE AND GREYING HAIR