Monday, April 18, 2005

i think i'm feeling pretty weird today.. i was happy a while ago but i'm down in the pits now.. it could be that i'm getting my period, it could be that i'm having mood swings. i feel empty, sad and a little disappointed.. maybe it was because of the game that we had with AC today.. we lost 1-0 because manjit said to let the ball go in cos we had to learn how to play with 1 up.. i saw yvonne, wai may and sarah low.. it was pretty fun playing against them... hmmmm i hate it when i'm in one of these moods..

hate the whole world now.. hate myself for being like this.. i know i'm not making sense but who cares.. i dont and i dont think you do either.. i need to rant and rave and scream. but i guess if i do that people will think i've gone bonkers. school sucks dont think i'll be going to uni cos i'm way too stupid. i shall just pop 20 sleeping pills and sleep the whole day away and never wake up forever and ever..

I'M NOT MAKING SENSE AT ALL. DONT BE ALARMED ITS JUST SHARMAINE BEING WEIRD I GUESS I'LL BE FINE TMRW..

'MY SHADOW'S ONLY ONE THAT WALKS BESIDE ME'