Wednesday, June 15, 2005

mich woke me up in the morning and she was crying. it was a super good wake up call i tell you. she and sam just broke up and i was really touched that she would call me and tell me that.hey babe dont worry la ok. i bet you and him will get back like last time. and soon its mich and sam again. you 2 always seem to work things out and i'm sure this time there wont be an exception. you 2 have so many memories together and i bet everything that he does he'll suddenly think of you and he'll regret the break up. trust me, sam will come knocking on your door soon. so dont worry and cheer up because being single after a looooong relationship can sure be liberating. what can i say. Boys. they give u nothing but trouble. why don't we just become les. you and me. then we'll be happy ya.


i'm feeling like shit. being cooped up at home is taking its toll on me. sigh. i hate feeling so crappy and whiny and useless. i feel like sneaking out at night i tell you. mellie thanks so much for the assurance. i desperately needed that. sometimes you need a friend to help you get through this mess and i know i can always count on you. did i tell you that you make an awfully good psychiatrist? we gotta have a sleepover babe just us seven. thank you so much. i'm so happy you still love me! it means the world. thanks mellie my aunt agony


mich i shall dedicate this song to u and me and xinghui and sam.


The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all


Now I was just a once a fool it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name


Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This set story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two