Saturday, November 18, 2006

i had a long talk with zyzy on the train and she really is an insightful person. talking to her makes me know myself more. hahaha i know that sounds weird but seriously its true. she was talking about relationships and how they can either be really work out or totally ruin your life. sucks man. i guess boys give you nothing but trouble. just the other day i thought i was lala land proofed but now i guess even when you're in lala land, reality still comes aknocking. haha is there even such a word as 'aknocking' i feel like a yo-yo one day high the other day low. irregular thats me.

My besties keapok and mich are coming home. can't wait can't wait.

i wish i wasn't so dependent. i wish i loved to be alone. i wished i loved the silence. i wished i wouldn't get jealous so easily. i wish i was a one cell organism. i wish to be loved. i wish to be young. i wish for you to come when i beckon. i wish i could sew up the gap between us. i wish that i'm not sharmaine teo. because currently i hate her.