Friday, February 16, 2007

kee's on her way to malaysia now. just had a long talk with her. i miss my best friend. kee babe, you're the only one who can really get my thoughts in order. you qualm my fears, drive out insecurites and disperse hurt feelings. its times like this that i realise i dont need boyfriends. i just need you :)

last night was a long night in more ways than one. what started off as a harmless question, unraveled many skeletons in the closet. words were distorted. truths warped. and the feelings that i had were uncannily similar though the setting, person, situation were not. i may say the issue is resolved but deep down i know it never will be. the past will definitely come back and haunt me. i still have so many unanswered questions. but i dont think anyone will be able to answer them. it'll cause wounds to open and feelings to be injured all over again. what transpired between still remains a mystery. oil and water can never mix. is my freedom worth all of this?