Friday, February 23, 2007

today is a day of mourning. my best friend has left singapore. i'm so not in the mood for anything. no amount of shopping, food and music will cheer me up. i need to mourn the loss of kee. it kinda helps that the weather today was rainy. sent kee off at the airport. i promised myself i won't cry but lee started tearing then sobbing so i couldn't help but tear a little. i've progressed since the first time mel left us from crying horribly to just tearing. till then i'll just contend myself with looking at our pictures on my wall.

and kees boyfriend sam gave us a lift to some ulu bus stop where lee and i ended up taking a cab to far east. waste of time and effort.

studied in town for a while with allan. but we ended up talking cock and rubbish. thanks allan chua for cheering me up a little. the cookies were delicious.

i've almost forgotten about you.
i fill my time with friends and family
but somehow flashes of places, people, words
will remind me of what used to be.
i really want to forget
as simple as that
but i know deep down.
i carry you in my heart
and the only way i'll ever stop thinking
is when i cease to be shar
i have alot to say
but a final goodbye is a final goodbye