Friday, April 11, 2008

i've been studying so much lately that i even dream what i'm studying and i subconsciously remind myself, when i'm sleeping not to make that mistake or not to forget that vital piece of information. i swear its not even funny anymore.

i think we put our bodies under immense amounts of stress when we go for an exam. and someone just jumped down into the cck tracks on monday and i wonder why it isn't on the news. maybe they don't want to popularise that suicide method.

sometimes i just want to peel back my whole scalp and see whats inside my brain. i sure wont be surprised if i see another person residing in it cos lately i've been talking to myself. and its long lengthy conversations. i reply to myself. sad but i'm oddly comforted. this is disturbing.